Update

Wa,now den i realised i dint update my blog for such a long time.Hmm,somethg good or bad huh?My dad went Korea last nite n i dint even send him to airport=) but i hope he wil buy sumthg good for me when he come back on next week(duno when)LOL.
Other than dat,school's life stil fun for me for rite now,met a few new frenz and ...secret!!!
Erm nothing much la.Oh ya,i cant wait for 2moro!!!2moro's RC flag day,we're going to collect donations frm people around Kuching.We'll go Satok,Waterfront and Indian street^^so excited~!!
Semester exam and MASS exam(1st aid n ERC)'s coming soon~!!!Semester exam's around 2 weeks from now!!!Sobxx

Hurt

Anyone ever hav a feelings dat even themselves can't explain when they saw or heard sumthg they dint even expect?!I ensure those hu never had dis kind of feelings,dat it's so sickening.When i saw sumthg i dont suppose to see,which made me so angry n jealous n anythg u can named it,i felt so sick!Why isit like dis?Everytime d same person wil make me felt d same feeling?I knew u are'nt dis kind of ppl but y r u doin this?Isit taking revenge or wad?I juz can't understands,EVERYIME...can any1 pls help me???I'm so hurtED n i duno wad more to say,juz HURT HURT HURT inside mah heart

Why??!

Now,my tears' dropping...my eyes's so watery n im sniffing here right nw!Isit realie my fault?!I dont thk so.Y everytime when u made mistakes i'll juz let u go?WHY???"I dunwana be an idiot anymore!"everytime i told myself but it's so useless.You wil juz made me 4giv u n i'll gt hurt.Everytime if thr's an arguement,i'll be hurt.Why u never gt hurt??Can we still gt any happiness continueous like dis as sisters?please,please,and please look at me,wad m i realie to u?At least a good sis,but i dun thk i gt any lil space inside u.Everytime when im abt to let go,u'll come bck at d same time...please stop either wif a happi or sad ending...

Tired~!!!

Tired,I am reali tired.Haven't finish my ERT work,haven't do an apologise which i shud do yesterday...wad m i suppose to do?My ITS test2 is in abt half an hour,but i haven't study,i did so many mistakes during marching dis morning,i felt like im an lazy and foolish ppl for dis whole day.Life's so tiring sometimes.Other than dat,life's oso boring.I tried to fon a person frm lazt nite til nw n d operator eep saying,:'im sorry,i cant gt any repond frm d num u've dialled,pls try again later.'I duno y but isit sumthg God did to stop me wif sum1???Isit God too protecting me frm getting hurt anymore?Can any1 ans me??plssss,sometimes thr's too much decision to do in life,example:dis morning i was thking here n thr whether i shud take 1st Aid n ERC exam onot,i choose to take it in June but can i manage to do it???