Hurt

Anyone ever hav a feelings dat even themselves can't explain when they saw or heard sumthg they dint even expect?!I ensure those hu never had dis kind of feelings,dat it's so sickening.When i saw sumthg i dont suppose to see,which made me so angry n jealous n anythg u can named it,i felt so sick!Why isit like dis?Everytime d same person wil make me felt d same feeling?I knew u are'nt dis kind of ppl but y r u doin this?Isit taking revenge or wad?I juz can't understands,EVERYIME...can any1 pls help me???I'm so hurtED n i duno wad more to say,juz HURT HURT HURT inside mah heart