Why??!

Now,my tears' dropping...my eyes's so watery n im sniffing here right nw!Isit realie my fault?!I dont thk so.Y everytime when u made mistakes i'll juz let u go?WHY???"I dunwana be an idiot anymore!"everytime i told myself but it's so useless.You wil juz made me 4giv u n i'll gt hurt.Everytime if thr's an arguement,i'll be hurt.Why u never gt hurt??Can we still gt any happiness continueous like dis as sisters?please,please,and please look at me,wad m i realie to u?At least a good sis,but i dun thk i gt any lil space inside u.Everytime when im abt to let go,u'll come bck at d same time...please stop either wif a happi or sad ending...